The one for me.

♥ZYLAPIS♥

Qoutes

You made choices & you dont look back...
Never regret doing anything...
instead.... Treasure the present...
Look ahead to the future and...
Take da past as a stepping stone
Never think its impossible....
the skys are da limits...and.....
Have fun...
Be wild Be crazie...
But never be stupid...!
Treasure life ♥

TheHUNK.

Saturday, August 12, 2006, 5:26 AM

~still linger in ma mind...~

wonder y i kept thinking bout her dis daes....
i haf been a rugular fan on her blog site recently...reading her lil black diary over n over....i juz cant get ma guilt over...its like i now knew how hurt she is... what i did to her was such an ass on ma part...yes it was 4 yrs ago but i donnoe...i juz feel bad...n to b honest...i regret it...i REGRET alot..!!da one thing i regret most now is leaving her...

i cant believe how stupid i am leaving n hurting her liddat...!!if only i haf da power to turn back da time....im not trying to haf sympathy here or trying to haf her back in ma life cuz to be honest...i dun reli deserve her back....!!im not expecting her to say aniting to me also cuz she alr did dat yrs back...i know wats done is done but all i hope 4 is if only i could rewrite every wrong i did...

i knew she might read dis...sumdae...but all i can sae now is dat....im SORRY...
sorry 4 wat i did..sorry 4 hurting u dat way...sorry 4 being an ass....
heard our song dat dae on da radio...n flashes of our gd memories came flashing back...from our first movie...to our first picnic...to da shells she got me...to da song she sings 4 me....n i wanted to call her...ask her out...catch sum movies...haf a blast....but den i realise...im being selfish....all i care now is 4 ma happiness...but wat bout her...??everytime i knew she had fun wif sum1...i felt hepi..hepi 4 her...but deep down..i cant hide ma dissapointment...i felt dat she shud b doing dat wit me...!!

i noe she is seeing sum1....n i noe she lurf him too....im hepi dat she did...cuz at least i noe shes hepi...at least on ma part...i still haf her friendship....afta wat i did...i still got a frenship..??i cant b thankful enuf...promiz her i wont go afta her back...promiz never to even tried...cuz i screw up once.....n i promiz maself not to screwed up again....so i will treasure dis frenship alot..!!whoeva u will end up wif...juz rmbr i'll aways b der behind u smiling...to annonymous....
dis song is dedicated to you...!!

P.S(im even afraid to talk to her now....)

@p1s