The one for me.

♥ZYLAPIS♥

Qoutes

You made choices & you dont look back...
Never regret doing anything...
instead.... Treasure the present...
Look ahead to the future and...
Take da past as a stepping stone
Never think its impossible....
the skys are da limits...and.....
Have fun...
Be wild Be crazie...
But never be stupid...!
Treasure life ♥

TheHUNK.

Monday, December 22, 2008, 4:48 PM

~confused~

i have been thinking alot dis daes......i juz dunnoe wat to do now....i gez da only way fer me to pour ma tots da best is tru ma blog here...i have been missing ur kols ur smses and definitely u dis daes...n yes im not expecting it aniway...but ma mind now is just in a mess rite now.....i just dun noe wat i want now...

rite from da start i told u dat i will gif everyting into da rlntship...n all i ask for from u is to trust me....but y must u still doubt me seh...ape slama nie tk cukup ke ape yg i kasi...?? ape lagi seh yg u nak...?? wat else must i do to prove to u dat hey...i love u....but y must u gimme dat shitty smses...?? on da dae dat i was having ma most fcuk up moment at werk....yes i did not pick up ur kols dat dae but ada u gimme da chance to xplain...?? i was so busy at werk dat i dun even haf time to eat...n wen i do get ma time...i got dat sms from u...nape seh...?? i syg u seh but y must u sae all dat to me...?? y must u compare urself with ma frens or ma x...?? ada i mintk u jadi macam dorang...?? ada ke..?? ol dis while u check ma phone ada i do sumting bhind ur back...?? ada..?? ur piss bcus ders old photo of ma frens whom i noe longer den u n dat da photo is like ape months ago...n ol bcus of dat...??
slama nie wen i was wif u...ada i pnah check ur phone..?? ada tk..?? ada i suro u dlt gmbr2 u n ur x pat ur hp...?? ada...?? y...bcus i trust u seh...i trust u so much as ma gf dat i dun even care if ders any photo or wateva shit yg ada pat ur hp...u ask me how many time wen we tok on da phone...wen we go out...ur phone keep ringing n u kept receiving smses from "unknown" person la...ada i bising...?? ada i doubt u...?? but y bcus of ma frens photo...u pikir bukan2 sal me...?? since day 1 u haf owaes doubt me n u dun even trust me so u tell me how...?? how r we goin to b together...??

i tried to save the rlntshp but u dun wanna mit me....u wan to end it dat way...ok fine....ive got noting else to sae.....ol i gotta sae is ive tried.....i blieve i gave ma best...but if ders anyting dat i did wrong den ol i gotta sae is im SORRY....i reli do..i love ur fam...i treat dem like my own....i duno wats now in us....but all i gotta sae is i neva regret anything.....maybe its ma fault dat we rush tings but i hope dat at the very least we cud still b frens....i just got noting else to sae.....

*confused*